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Hello these are my latest posts. Though I should probably make some new stuff soon... A lot of this old stuff is embarrassing to look at.

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I find it curious how time passes. I am not considered an adult, but I feel that little withing me has changed. But I know that it has. I can feel it and, you know, it kind of makes me sad. To see how things have some and gone. To see how life passes us up unwittingly. My evolution as an artist, the way that I write, my motivations, even the way that I act and speak. It has changed so utterly that if you were to see the child that I was, the child that is still preserved on these accounts, the child that is documented on these very pages, how recognizable would I be?

This is the first time that I have come onto here in what feels like years. But that doesn't have to be a bad thing. But I do wonder. Out of everyone who I cared for in the years that I passed on here, how many of you are still here? You know, I considered starting anew on here. But I don't think I will. I have grown. I am a new person, and there is no denying that. But I have missed so much. About the people here. About your lives. I sometimes find myself missing it, but I guess I never knew to what extent. I suppose I was scared for a long time of coming back here. But these days... I feel that I have nothing to fear. I've changed as a person. Grown up, so to speak. Met new people, joined other communities. It's nice, I like to think. However, I still have a lot to learn.

So. How has time passed for you all?
  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: things that tingle my sense of nostalgia
  • Reading: with eyes that now hurt
  • Watching: the worldslip from my grasp
  • Playing: with my circadian rhythm
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
I find it curious how time passes. I am not considered an adult, but I feel that little withing me has changed. But I know that it has. I can feel it and, you know, it kind of makes me sad. To see how things have some and gone. To see how life passes us up unwittingly. My evolution as an artist, the way that I write, my motivations, even the way that I act and speak. It has changed so utterly that if you were to see the child that I was, the child that is still preserved on these accounts, the child that is documented on these very pages, how recognizable would I be?

This is the first time that I have come onto here in what feels like years. But that doesn't have to be a bad thing. But I do wonder. Out of everyone who I cared for in the years that I passed on here, how many of you are still here? You know, I considered starting anew on here. But I don't think I will. I have grown. I am a new person, and there is no denying that. But I have missed so much. About the people here. About your lives. I sometimes find myself missing it, but I guess I never knew to what extent. I suppose I was scared for a long time of coming back here. But these days... I feel that I have nothing to fear. I've changed as a person. Grown up, so to speak. Met new people, joined other communities. It's nice, I like to think. However, I still have a lot to learn.

So. How has time passed for you all?
  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: things that tingle my sense of nostalgia
  • Reading: with eyes that now hurt
  • Watching: the worldslip from my grasp
  • Playing: with my circadian rhythm
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

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Good to meet you. Some people call me Maniac. Actually, that is what I would prefer you call me. Ihave gone by many names over the year, but still this is the name I am most comfortable with.
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:iconoreopochi:
OreoPochi Featured By Owner Edited Jan 6, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
heyy!!, ahmaygad, a friend of mine just referred my old d.a. account, i don't know if you still recall me but i'm doomdesire385, it's been almost 6 years, not sure if you still remember, you know, the pokemon drawings incident? hehe :), i couldn't forget your deed for standing up despite the people thrashing me and i'm very thankful back thenbecause that was the first time someone stood up for me haha

however, i really wasnt able to recall your name..i forgot my password a looooong time ago on that accnt. and i was really depressed when the incident happened so i stopped visiting d.a. for a while..however i got into art again so i made a new one and tried remembering your name but can't find you, i thought it was orange maniac or something because i remember a bouncing orange in the pic back then haha..

anyway, it's really great and truthfully refreshing to see an old familiar figure here and this might be a lot to take in haha..anyway good day to you :D

edit: i remember the pass now on that old one ahaha, but i'll be still using this one +watched you, i do hope you still do art :)
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ViciousCritter Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave!!! :3
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:iconrocket-silver15:
Rocket-Silver15 Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
'Sup?
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:iconmsamiclassified:
MsAmiClassified Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013
God it's been a while. I tagged you.
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:iconakuma-tsubasa:
Akuma-Tsubasa Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for all the faves ^_^
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:iconrocket-silver15:
Rocket-Silver15 Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
This is Silver from Tumblr! Nice to meet ya! <3
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:iconhendocrinogeno:
hendocrinogeno Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2013
THANKS FOR THE WATCH ^_^
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:iconcaptain-neko:
Captain-Neko Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2013  Hobbyist
Thank you for the fave! :glomp:
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:iconmissnokitty:
missnokitty Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2013
thanx 4 da fav, nya!!!
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:iconmeglynn92:
MegLynn92 Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2013  Student General Artist
Thank you very much for the fave. :D :hug:
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:iconclalepa:
clalepa Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2013  Professional Photographer
Thanks for fav :)

I have extended my gallery on facebook and I would be very glad if you visit me! here you have!

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Thanks and regards from Spain,

C
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TwoHornsUnited Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012  Professional Artisan Crafter
haha thank you for all the favorites! :)
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:iconwannabeanarchist:
WannabeAnarchist Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2012  Student General Artist
:icononiskiplz: Thanks For The Fave! :icononiskiplz:
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:iconjessehbechtold:
jessehbechtold Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2012  Professional Traditional Artist
Thanks for the favorite!
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:iconmsamiclassified:
MsAmiClassified Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2012
Would you happen to be Maniac's Maniac on Fanfic? If you are, OMIGOSH IT'S SO NICE TO SEE YOU! 8D
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Lordstrscream94 Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2012
thanks for the favs!!
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XSilverboltX Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2012
Thanks for the faves!!
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BigYellowAlien Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2012
:icontnxmanfav::icontnxmanfav2::icontnxmanfav3:
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hirolu Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2012  Professional Interface Designer
Thank you so much for faving "TOKYO PARTY NIGHT" :hug:
My greetings from Okinawa Japan!
Have a great day!!! :wave:
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Joe-Maccer Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2012
:iconartfellaplz::iconfaveplz:
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:iconmad42sam:
Mad42Sam Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2012   Digital Artist
Thank you for the fav )
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:iconferntear:
Ferntear Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2012  Student General Artist
*poke*
deviantART muro drawing Comment Drawing
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TwinBiologist Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2012
Thanks again for the favourite, m'dear~
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shygigi Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2012  Student General Artist
thanks for the fav :iconloveloveplz:
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TwinBiologist Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2012
Thank you for the favourite!
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